And they said, “YOU CAN’T DO IT”

You started walking one step at a time. At some odd moment you were fed with the idea of perfection and heaven crashed.

All the joy sank.

Look at the way children plant plants. And look at some 'expert' doing it.
The ‘idea’ of perfection is killing whatever we do, leaving behind a dry orange for you to eat.
Any moment anyone tells you “You can’t do it”, play it. Play with it.